The Sub Scribe

Honesty. Honesty is tricky.

Honesty in a relationship is a two part thing. First you have to be honest with yourself, and then you have to be honest with your lover. The first part of that is often the hardest to achieve. The second part is the more frightening.

The thing is, right, that femdom has always been part of our relationship. From the moment she danced close with another man at a party, looking me straight in the eye as she did so, gauging, and finding pleasure, in my reaction, it’s been there.

But it’s always been a game. That’s what we call it - a “game” or “playing games”. But that’s not true. That’s not honest.

The problem is that deeply and fundamentally, I was attracted to her because she’s dominant and because her inclinations are dominant. It’s a fundamental part of how I feel about her, deeply entwined in the way I love her. This isn’t just a fantasy we act out sometimes - it’s part of what our relationship is. I don’t play at being her slave. I am her slave.

I’ve only just realised this. And, honesty demands that I talk it through with her. Where will this lead? Maybe everywhere. Maybe nowhere.

I’ll let you know.

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This is an unusually blunt post about the cuckolding fantasy:

There really are F/m couples that practice cuckolding successfully. They are rare. And both the man and the woman have considerable emotional maturity and trust. Many women come to despise the man that asks for this. Some wives leave their husband because knowing he wants this is intolerable. [From Your Husband Wants You to Cuckold Him]

Nice to hear it said.

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Mrs Kelly went out on the town. This is exactly the sort of thing I can see my mistress doing:

 Last night I went out with two girlfriends to Roppongi and we really got very, very wild and had a great time flirting and being generally naughty. Just before I left, scott was locked up in his Gerecke tube. The whole time I was dancing and flirting with other men, I had the key on a chain around my neck. One guy, Roger from Holland, even talked to scott on the phone. I was calling to tell scott I wouldn’t make the last train home and would stay with one of my girlfriends. I looked at Roger and said, “You wanna say hi to my husband?” I put the phone to his ear and he exchanged a few words with scott. After I hung up, Roger looked at me and said, “He likes that kind of thing, does he?” I think he knew exactly what our game was. I smiled and said, “Yes.”

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